For some reason, I went through some old emails & the one emailed I opened up first, by a random choice had said something ”I promised you I’ll be at your graduation. Just tell me when & I’ll try my best to be there. You know if it was up to me, I’d be there in a heartbeat…” Honestly, what happened to our friendship? You were my bestfriend way before shit started. We went from talking to every day, even when you left, to not even talking at all. We’re complete strangers NOW. I guess a friendship was never meant for us. Because every time we TRIED to be friends, someone would gain feelings back. I know I made it hard for you to forget, cause you left the same impression on me. Fortunately, I got over that stage. I think you are getting over that stage too. The last time I heard from you was on my birthday, you were really trying to keep it short & simple. It’s crazy. You rarely cross my mind, but today I dunnoe why but you crossed my mind. I was about to message you to remind you about your promise, but then again it probably meant nothing. You still have yet to tell me that one thing you were suppose to tell me a long time ago. Oh well, we’ll see what happens from here. I definitely DO NOT want to get back with you, that’s already established in my mind.